evil whisper part 3

I dream.. I touch you. U hold my hand. We stare each other.
I see your eyes, glisten by tears. I can’t help. I can’t erase that memories.
I can’t.
It was too hard for me.
Those memories keep on haunting me.
Everywhere.
Everywhere I go.
U keep me living in your dream, in our dream, Fake dream. Fuck dream! Fuck!
I don’t want to stay there. I don’t want to spot in the fire of hell.
Please, let me go please. I’m begging u.
Mind,
please… let me go from this inner sick feeling.
I miss you. But I can’t keep u. It just.. wrong. It was forbidden.
Why am I stuck in this forbidden love? Why?
Is it because Im too weak?
No!
I am strong. I can still breathing now..and live with the rest of my life.
My true life.
God, help me facing this world. Please…please…

*emosi terganggu*